Well, Hello my fellow bloggers! Not much is up tonight. At least as of now. Katrina and I will see each other when she gets off, but I have some time to think and reflect. I’m not sure when I’m going to Tell her about Jenny, my guess is I will as soon as there actually is something to report. But anyway, today, I stopped by her store again, it was semi-late, and I asked her if she wanted to get something to eat or hang out with each other for a short time. She kindly dismissed, and said she made arrangements with her friend Amber.
I figure that it would be a little better for me to lay a little lower for the time being. I don’t think that my invitation came off as creepy, but I want to make sure that I do not press too hard. It’s kind of a strange situation, not wanting to rush things, but having interests, but at the same time not getting at the fact that I like her. I mean, if there is someone else interested in her, I don’t want her to choose them because I was a shy-away, but at the same time, I don’t want her to think I’m scary. It could go both ways, but I definitely don’t think that tonight went wrong. In fact, I think I plucked it just right, making a statement, and being cordial but not imposing.
She’s really pretty too… It wouldn’t surprise me a bit if someone else liked her. I want to let her know that I am here, but at the same time I want things to go right, I don’t want to rush things. I’m comfortable with where I am right now, I have a good job, I’m getting a better one, I have a reliable car, I’m doing well in school, I have a safe place to stay at night; I don’t need a woman to feel good about myself, but they sure are a wonderful element to have in life. Do any blogger women have Advice? Are there any ways to tip the table my way without loosing any the pieces?
I have a feeling I know one way, but I’m not sure if I want to call on my Magic to do this. I would never launch a spell towards anyone else, but enhancing myself is a good way to find my place. I’ve done it several times, and every time it has paid off. But I’m not sure… Magic isn’t much of what I do, it’s more like my prayer manifested in candles, oil, and Ritual. But with all these blessings that come from my hard work and divinity, I kind of feel demanding. I think I will meditate several days on it before I do anything. I want to make sure all the pieces fall together. Good or bad, Righteous or Evil, all choices hold consequences.
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But first, you have to put it out to the Universe exactly what it is you need in a mate. I wrote it down in my Journal. I wrote down everything I needed in my man. I needed a man with a good deal of intelligence and a good sense of humor, someone who likes kids and animals and the outdoors, camping and fishing. I love fish and my son loves to go fishing. Anyway, you understand, you gotta get detailed in what you need in your partner. Anyway, this is just my 2 cents worth. Use it if you will, or not. Blessed Be!