Hello all my fellow bloggers. The last time I did a ceremony actually turned out be rather comical, though highly unproductive meditation and magic session. My room is small, I have a bed, a dresser, a desk, a bookshelf, and a papasan Chair (One of those bowl chairs) and that leaves my ceremony space cluttered and clumsy. I spilt wax on my robe, and have burned my hair on more than one occasion, but I really don’t have the space I need to perform productive spell work.
Some of my problem is that I’ve been drawing a lot of negative energy recently because in the past four weeks, the girl of my dreams has become quite the headache. We went from being engaged four weeks ago, to me leaving her three days ago. I think I need to get away, cleanse myself, and restore spiritual balance. My mom has been using my most powerful stone recently, and I’ve started to feel it.
I recently came out of the broom closet to her, but I Think she’s gotten herself into a bit of trouble with it, and I think her energies and intentions are clashing with the stone’s purpose. If anyone knows about stone magic, I could really use some help right now. In my care, it served simply as an amplifier for positive spiritual energy. I gave it to her to use for a while because she was in a troubled situation, she could have used the charges of the elements on it to empower her, but when I told her that I practiced it, she asked me if I could use it on someone else, and I told her that I couldn’t without their permission, but is it possible that a charm made for someone else can have it’s charge changed according to their desires, and as a result, the bad Karma can come back on the Mage?
I’m not sure how magic works in that way, but I’m going to be taking it back soon, cleanse it, and cleanse myself. I may have to draw more powerful circles, because the last ceremony was a real let down, and I must admit, I did slack in it. I usually use a wand for healing and guidance, and I’ll use an athame for protection and banishing, (Which, Luckily, I have not yet had to do.)
But Luckily, I’ll be working a lot, but soon I will have an apartment, and I plan on getting a two bedroom apartment, one a Guest bedroom/office, the other be my bedroom/temple, in which I will have my alter and other things.
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